Than Akira not believing me that I can't stand on a snowboard and him yelling at me for an hour, then going to the car alone to throw and now I'm bleeding so I think I'm having a miscarriage.
And he yelled at me for not believing I was hurting and blaming it on me quitting.
Well all I can say is oh well and light a a smoke so I don't cry at what is happening.
OMG a miscarriage?! Usually people wouldn't blog about this, but go to a doctor instead.
ReplyDeleteOther than that I'd say he was probably just stressed out about what you said earlier. That you both haven't been having a good time lately and all.
Well we've been trying and it isn't the first time. I figured something was wrong anyway cause I wasn't feeling the little guy. My lining is damaged so I know the routine unfortunately. It's nothing more then a painful period now. :-( Just heart breaking.
DeleteAs for us not doing well...it's cause he's in workaholic mode and just zones out, it's either work or his sister...and everything else can just wait. But yeah, yesterday goes on record as one of the worse days ever. And as for blogging it, I think there's a lack of truly honest inputs on being with a Japanese guy. So I'll tell it all.
He didn't even register that it happened until we got home and I burst into tears.
That's life, no reason to sugar coat it. :-(