For those of you who got a peak at my low point and my snapping point congrats I have found my sanity once more. It just got to be so much with his family acting nuts and work and then for him to pull a really demeaning sexual stunt on me just really threw me over the edge.
Nothing is resolved yet but I have made it extremely clear that I'm not a toy, that the dirty mags and hags and porn have there time and place and are not to be mixed or confused with me. I even told him I'd get a pole installed if that's what he needed....but that over my dead body would I move to Japan and live with his family while he's jobless and over my dead body will I allow to be bossed around and used.
I'm reasonable, you wanna live in Japan okay....we need jobs and a home. We have jobs and a home here we need equal or better in order to justify a move....otherwise he is not ready to be a husband. I am his family I am his main concern, if he doesn't want to man up to that, then he can go home to mommy.
I love akira with every part in me I love him....he just needs a reality check.
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