Still....still.

So again...not much to report...

I've been in shock I think...because I keep finding out more and more on how much my father stole from me and how much he's lied to me and about me.

So...I've been looking for new jobs...but it still doesn't change the fact that my own father betrayed me.

Now I have both parents who ended up doing something messed up...

Disappointing.

Anyhow...in other news...everything is pretty quiet.

I saw my first cherry blossoms today.  They weren't pink.  I would be lying if I said I wasn't disappointed.

Still on a diet.  Still trying to quit smoking.  Still stressed out.